I stood by the swings
And ignored all the things around me
They don't mean anything to me
And the whole place was dull for me
It made no difference
As it seemed that I never existed
It was as though I was invisible
Unseen from the rest of the world
The lonely and sadness ; i felt so cold
I was never cared by any soul
And at times rose the jealousy in me
Of those who was fortunate enough
The sound of the childrens' footsteps as they ran past
Shouting and playing lively
Was a visible contrast
From how i was feeling; very lonely
Their laughter and cheery voices
Lighted up the place
Happily they skipped around
They were feeling as thought the place was heaven
But here i am
All alone and feeling scared
With no one to be with me
And only fear hunting me
My thin bones scare them
My torn shirt made them shudder
I don't have bright white, clean teeth
And i smelled like i never bathed for years
But they don't see what I see
And feel what I feel
They don't experience my poverty
And gone through the diseases I got through
Than the surrounding turned dark
My eyes went blurry and painful
I felt my head spinning
Im dying, any moment now